writer

When the words try 2 form mentally but get all lost in the sauce & can't come forth audibly...it is then the reason 4 why I am called by God Almighty to write...

I was getting all frustrated 2day about something that I just couldn't explain 2 someone. I wanted them to understand. I wanted them to see. And as I twisted myself all in knots, my Lord reminded me of what He made me. I am SO very grateful for this divine gift. But even as I just thought and wrote that, another thought quickly popped in my head.."if you're so grateful, then why aren't you using your gift?"

Ya'll know I've been bogged down under some weights for a long time now. Not an excuse, just the truth. I told a loved one the other day, that I'm just not inspired. That I'm drained in every way b/c of a storm i'm in. But my responsibility as the Lord's poet is always(by His strength and grace)to use ALL of it and write through it. And I have....reluctantly. There's a few songs/poems that have already come forth from my hesistant pen. I must. Because that's who God made me. A modern day David. HALLELUJAH!

Lord help me to step forth w/courage and write.