crazy, lazy, hazy procrastination

hello world

I can actually feel myself fighting complacency and the time-stealing cloak of procrastination. It's like my mouth is full of dust and ash and soot(ok i'm feeling mighty visually poetic)and it's all gotta be filtered out, swept out...for sunlight and air and freedom and stars. I'm fighting myself. The Lord will win. And because Jesus wins...I win. One of my good friends told me today through her similiar experience, that all of this is necessary and it all will be used in God's Kingdom. I'm so very grateful for that. God doesn't see any of this as a waste. I'm SO glad for His eternal eyes.
Fill me with truth oh Lord. Empower me to go forth, baby-step by baby-step, empower me to MOVE.

I love you Christ Jesus,
thank You for not discarding me.